The Life of NurseEB

 Do you ever find yourself so bored but so full of energy and at the same time so tired all you want to do is sleep? That's precisely how this girl is feeling today.  I have just started my keto lifestyle and understand that part of my problem could be from adrenal fatigue...but could this stuff hurry up and get fixed.  I don't think that I've felt like an actual human being in quite sometime.  Unless, of course, all of us human beings feel the exact way that I do, and in that case, I am feeling normal.  I find myself wanting to do all of the things and none of the things simultaneously.  

 Well, here we go again... It's been over 3 years since I started a quasi blog that I was going to use to post all of my wonderful life things.  In those three years I grew a marriage, developed a career, became a short-tempered mom unable to deal with teenage mood swings, developed a huge improvement in my health, let my relationship with my spouse slip, broke an ankle, gained a ton of weight, and became completely consumed with anxiety. When your whole life falls apart...do you run and hide or do you show up and grow up?   I have ultimately come to a conclusion that the ideal life I had planned is no longer the reality I had once envisioned.  Instead, my life is topsy-turvy, upside down, inside out...and thrilling.  I feel more myself than I ever have in my whole life.  I am enjoying my time alone, feeling through my anxiety, working through my problems with cognitive behavioral therapy, and learning to roll with the punches. Life is never going to b...